Just like he was getting head, this guy was rubbing his dick and verbally expressing the pleasure. I terribly wanted to respond to his obvious invitation. It seemed like I was the only one who realized his actions.Īs I continued to gaze at his dick, I purposely kept my eyes looking at his tool. I desperately wanted to suck my first cock. Here a guy is blatantly advertising his homosexuality, and not even checking to see if he has any interested takers around. I overstayed my time at the urinal so I could enjoy the show. Beside me was a guy that would obviously submit to my gay desires. I was with my friends at the restaurant and was stifled. So far in my life, this was the closest I'd gotten to a homosexual experience. I wanted badly to get down and show this queer that I was one too. I was frustrated and returned to the guys I was with. Secretly thinking of how I could get with the bathroom guy, he came out and sat at a booth near us. I checked him out thoroughly knowing he was like me. I was furiously trying to devise my gay connection, but failed. Still 18, with my friends at an out of the closet queers' house, we went there to smoke some pot.